Salad Days....
My Complicated Immature Years...

B'Day Performance...

By Nisha
Yeah!! Exams are finally over and ever since last Fri I’ve been awfully busy with packing, moving out, performance, clubbing etc. It was a good ending I would say (of my undergrad years). Anyhow, I’ll talk about it later. Right now I’m a bit too excited to show the performance we (my cousins and I) had for my uncle’s 50th b’day. So here it is; our average work of 4 days…



P/S~ special thanks to Pinache and Nads for helping out with the choreography,
and also the space gang
for tolerating with our regular 12 to 2am practice and the loud music:-)
and Kanesh (nothing to do with this): thanks a lot for the Pasar Malam trips during exam. Wouldn’t have survived without you :-)

Deepu, Aarti and Priyanka and not forgetting my absurd yet charming sister: You guys did a great job. Thanks for putting up with me. And the boys, erm... Cant believe I'm saying this, but I was helpless without your ending :-)

 

The Ultimate Finals [Day 2]

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Today's paper was bad!! Extremely. I just hope I will pass, and listened to Nads instincts about radiolabelling, and mine about that bloody quantification method which I conveniently 'forgot' to read. DAMN!! There goes my 'at least B'!! and Damn I sound like a nerd but I dont BLOODY CARE!!! wuhuhuhuhu.... :-(
 

The Ultimate Finals [DAY 1]

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Yea..Yea.. One finished four more to go. THANK GOD!! I can’t wait till it’s over, then I’m seriously free like a bird, except that I’ll have work to go for. But that’s fine, coz at that time if I don’t work hard I’m a nobody (just a normal unknown pharmacist), and if I work hard, I’m sure I’ll get somewhere. Plus the extra benefits of getting paid will for sure keep me going. But for colleges and exams, it’s more like passing and getting a damn degree. In my case I have to ‘burn the candles’ to prove to my parents that I am actually studying and not clubbing all the time. At times it’s also for the sake of self satisfaction and to boost my confidence level; more like a show off thingy that hey, I got a 3 last sem. What did you get kind of thing. So the stress level is completely different. Whatever it is, it’s gonna be over soon, less than a month. 20 days to be exact. And after that IM FREE!!!! HURRAY!
 

Rambling...

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God what is happening to me? It has been quite sometime since I went clubbing (or rather pubbing in this case), almost 3 weeks and today when I finally had the chance to go, I was hardly there for half an hour. I practically begged K to take me back home, for the lamest reason of all: I felt guilty for not studying for Monday’s paper. The truth is, I’ve been looking at those chapters of GMP since last Monday, but only now it’s hitting me that I hardly learned anything. And where do I realize this? In that BLOODY NOISY, SMOKEY, SMELLY, EYE-WATERING CLUB! What’s wrong with me? I’ve never said no to clubbing. Instead I loved it a lot. And there I was looking around me thinking ‘Don’t these people have anything better to do in life?’ WTF!!

As for today, (hopefully only today) I declare that I HATE CLUBBING!! Especially in that place. Last time I used to love going there to dance. After that it was drinking, and then it was to meet my friends. But now I can meet them anywhere, so I don’t have any purpose to go there anymore!

The worst of all was on my way back, in the silent of the night I was crying!. I have no idea why. Was it because I was guilty? Or was it because I was sad that S, the only one with the lamest joke wasn’t there to entertain me, or was it because K couldn’t care less if I was there or not, or worst; was it because I’ve been wanting to cry for no reason? I have no idea. Now come to think of it, it scares me! Man I really hope I’m not turning into a depressed kid, or worst having bipolar disorder just like the patient I had during my last Hosp. visit in the psycho ward. I really hope it’s nothing like that and just PMS.  Anyhow I’ve got to get back to my lengthy nonsensical notes before I feel guilty and kill myself this time. So till next time…
 

The Immunised EXAM FEVER!

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Exams are starting next week, which gives me only about 3 days before my first paper starts. Instead of doing what I’m suppose to be doing; study, study , study, and sleep at proper time, and of course not forgetting eating proper meals, the only things I’m doing are;

• Sleeping for more than 12 hours a day
• Finding dance steps and dancing everyday for more than 2 hours
• Lepaking in AB for at least an hour everyday for dinner @ supper
• Busy convincing Nads to dance for our upcoming prom
• Reading books (novels) whenever I’m bored (which is almost every minute)
• Rewarding myself with a lengthy 3 hours Hindi movie whenever I’m done ‘studying’ (hardly 30 mins)
• Writing in blog post in the middle of the night just because I CAN’T SLEEP!

Sigh… will I ever change? And the worst of all: IM NOT FEELING GUILTY AT ALL!!!