Preets n I was talking this morning and we just concluded one thing; some guys are just confused soul. Seriously. I mean they want someone who is nice, pretty and educated, and when they do get one, they want their girl to be with them 24/7. But then again hello! Which world are they breathing in? If the girl was to be educated, wouldn’t she be sort of like career minded? And if she was one hell of a smart person, wouldn’t she be busy doing much more better stuff like upgrading herself rather then spending all her precious time running to her guy.
DUH!! I guess guys who have knotty intellects as that really need some time off for himself to disentangle his jumbled, messed up mind. For real!
P/S~ I’m not saying this to all you guys out there. Only a few. Coz most of my friends have gone through this crap a number of times, and it’s becoming a millstone!
Hurray! I’ve finally got my belly pierced! I’m so thrilled! Finally I can go around showing off my belly (erm, that too after excessive diet and exercise). The whole procedure weren’t bad at all (I didn’t get to see all the scary-puncture-process. Thank god for that coz my friends were moaning ‘uhs’ and ‘ahs’). Neway for me, it wasn’t painful at all. Ok only a little bit especially when the pierce-erer put in the tube, but that was hardly 10 sec. The rest was cool. Only now the pain can be felt. That too is only like menstrual pain. So, for those who wants to do it, go ahead. Trust me; the so called pain will fly away every time you see the mirror. Yea! I’m so proud of my belly :-)
* A special thanks to Nads and Shamin for tolerating with my big belly and the whole ‘scary scene’.
Every step I took just increased my heart rate. I was sweating excessively, my stomach had butterflies flying in it, and I was trying to breathe calmly, all just to stop myself from weeping. Even from distance away I could see that the folks sitting inside the bungalow house were already trying with lots of difficulty to stand, just too great us. As I went into the front yard, everyone started saying hello at the same time, just like little choir groups and gave all of us the greatest smile one could ever get. Seeing the happiness in their face, just by looking at us made my eyes start watering. And I could see few of my classmates felt the same way.
We were there to clerk patients and later after doing so, we were to talk to our patients, and mine, was an epileptic patient who is ‘mentally imperfect’. At first it was quite challenging for me to talk to her but later I realized that all I had to do was show some genuine affection and we yakety-yakked away till Ms L asked us to leave. The most touching moment was when she told me she just loved writing but couldn’t afford to buy a pen, and when I gave her a pen, she was just so happy that I felt like buying her thousands of pen, just to see that glow in her eyes! (Wow I never knew a pen could make such difference).
Then there was this other uncle who had brain ‘accident’, who once used to be a drummer, and now all he could do was talk about it, since he can’t control his movements anymore. I just spend less than 5 mins with him, and when I was leaving, he hugged me, and told me to revisit them next time, even for 5 minutes. It was just so emotional!
Then again, when I was clerking my patient’s case, I could see a certain yellow dressed old lady who was standing near the gate all the time, smiling, and looking out. Upon enquiring, I found out that the lady was waiting for her kids who promised to fetch her soon. And that promise, was made four months ago. Ever since then, she has been waiting with lots of hopes, in every minute of her life, just for them to take her away. And all I can say is- what kind of bastards she has raised! At least don’t give hope if there weren’t going to take her! Assholes! And to the others, take care of your own parents! They created you! Even if these places do take care of them, it’s just isn’t enough. They are old, and just like little child, they need love and affection which of course one can only get from their family.
As self-centered and acquisitive as I am, I just hope that god will never put even a single thought in my mind to send my parents there. Never! Even if ill have to work like a dog, I hope ill never ever make my parents step into these places. And to those kids who are sending their parents there, I just wish your parents did the same to you when you were a child! Seriously!
I’ve just come back from watching one of the best sports hindi movie the Bollywood industry have ever produced after Lagaan. It was just simply awesome! For the first time in my whole entire life of watching Shah Rukh Khan’s movies, I’ve noticed other people in the screen besides the stunning him. The girls were just perfect. Their energy they revealed was mind-blowing! I just loved each and every character. I just wished I was one of them (at least ill be with him:-))
And you know what the best was? There was no such thing as blossoming flower fields in the movie, No running around trees either, No chiffon sarees to make the ladies extravaganza-ly gorgeous, No melodrama, no parental opposition and of course no lovers defying their parents. It was just exactly the opposite and all purely hockey and team spirits (ok I’m not a hockey fan or something but the movie was good!)
And now, even after watching it 3 times in less than 2 weeks, I feel like watching it again!!
We had this forum between pharmacy student and medic student today and seriously I feel that people should grow up instead of pin-pointing minute issues to each other. And trust me we are way too far away from that. The forum started out quite well but then it turned ugly when one asshole from the medic panel started saying that pharmacies are like their slaves instead of their counterpart. What the hell man!! I mean seriously can't he think beyond his dim-witted small nut shell like brains and look around to see what sort of roles we really are playing! Its just isn't fair. Instead of saying we should work together hand in hand, he told us to mind our own business and forget about us being superior to them in drugs! Duh! We pharmacist study drugs for 4 fucking years! Unlike him, who hardly knows basic pharmacology and claims to be a drug expert. That's our job! Leave it to us!Then on top of that the medic panel were focusing on the use of brand drug more than generic, saying generic is worst and gives more side effects. Well hello! Which world are they living in? People won't come up with generics if they were worst! Then from the audience, there was one more fool who claims that the reason doctors prescribe and dispense branded drugs is coz it so call pays for their living income (in short that's their only pay check). But then again hello! Didn't they get into medic school with one purpose and one purpose only?-to care for their patient's wellbeing? Then where did getting rich come from? If that was their intentions y even join this course? Why not just join business or some IT thingy? Was being wealthy and famous their sole purpose of coming in? No wonder they are not giving us our rights! Bloodthirsty leeches! And the best part was when that butthole speaker said that he wouldn't treat pharmacist properly instead will only be nice to patients. And look exactly who is talking? A 2nd year medic student. What a cocky mindset! That too only for knowing the slightest knowledge of medic stuff! And he hasn't even graduate yet! No wonder Ms X Always said that "these MOs doesn't know any shit bout drugs". so-so true. This is what happens when a 2nd yr student feels that he knows everything when he merely even knows how to say theophylline properly! Bloody dual-personality! Go meet a psychiatrist! But knowing him, he must be thinking he is better than a physiatrist! Hope he dies by over dose of diazepam! Then he will know how bloody important we are in dose adjustment. Pig-headed-obese-ignoramus!!
Do you have any idea at all how heart shatters when someone close to us stabs from behind? It's bad! Infect worse than a major 10 year old relationship break up! And that's exactly how I'm feeling right now! N that close person turns out to be one of my best friends!! I do realize that relationships just don't work for me since I don't know, maybe I've dated jerks, or I'm just not fit to be someone's gf but this particular fren of mine, so called supported me whenever I fell out of relationship, turned out to be the exact same person to tell my new crush as to how I so cant be anyone's gf since I just cant keep relationship! Now how badly destroyed can one get from that remark? I for sure just can't stop weeping on my way back (till I almost met into an accident), and am still far from bringing it to an end! I just don’t know why this happens to me! I've always put my best friends on par with my family and this is what I get back in return! Seriously, I just wish my friends would just spit out the truth to my face instead being double faced! And I badly hope no one else turns out to be like this. I Love you guys a lot, plz-plz don't hurt me like this.
Today was great, and certainly I really had fun with the 'Angkasa' gang. Never before we went out and today, just b'coz it was Shamin's b'day, we practically dragged everyone out. Ok not really out as in clubbing but we did go somewhere as close to it- MV bowling centre. I just needed a lil alcohol and I don't think I would have noticed the diff between those two places (+since it had cool, foot tapping music). So neway, as I was saying it was good, firstly coz no one was excellent in bowling, and secondly, we screamed on top of our lungs that I have throat ache right till now. But apart of that, it was cool. I'm kind of waiting for the pics we took with our groupies. Later after that, we got back home and after cutting her bday cake, we went to lepak by the pool side and talked about everything-from horror stories to dirty joke. And now, I'm writing here, feeling really tired and sleepy and yet don't want to end the pleasant day. Basically the outing was simple, but then again, nothing is as simple as it seems when there is a bunch of 11 'kids' walking around, thinking of doing nothing but fun, finishing by leaving us with a entertaining, amusing day. And I really don't know the objective, or even the head and tail of this story. why I'm writing this?.. Zzz. I guess I better get going Zzzzzzz…
Today, well today is like one of the best day in my life. The reason; I have 2!! One coz I've finally had gotten back my life. As in I'm finally over my x and have someone else in mind (and trust me this time is not just my dance teacher), and I've found my long-long-long lost friend. Ok so about this girl, I've known her since 7 till 10. Then I lost in touch with her. She was like my first best friend. My first sleep over i had- been with her, the first crush I had, she was the one who made it come true (sort of. She was the choreographer of a performance we had then and I was 'coupled up' with that guy!), and the best of all, she was the only one who really 'took care' of me whenever I cried when my parents weren't there already at sharp 11.55 to fetch me from school ( I was a cry baby then). I just loved her a lot. And then came the day where I had to leave school to go to Tampin, although it was sad leaving everyone behind, we still kept in touch. It was cooler that time coz we used to stay in each other's house and everything was fun and nice (kids..u know hw they feel bout 'running' away from home to the back yard once in a while). Unfortunately, later her dad was send to Sabah and we never met anymore and somehow we lost in touch. And now, 12 years later, she is back!! Hurray!! And prettier.
Ok I'm being happy for no reason here, I've just sent her a mail, with any luck hope she will reply and agree to meet and she hasn't changed yet. Really-really with anticipation that she is as friendly as before and she likes me!..Hopefully J
