By Nisha
I just realize something. I’m kind of dependent on things these days where if I don’t do or get them, my life simply turns up side down. The 3 things I really am obsessed and addicted about are;
Addiction 1:
I can’t sit quietly without going to pasar malam at least twice now days. It’s like as if I have ants in my pants where the first time I go, I bring them back and I need to discard them when I go again the second time and then and then only I can sit quietly.
Addiction 2:
I feel depress whenever I don’t attend my dance class. It’s like I need that weekly aggressive workout to move around. Basically if I don’t go for class that week, I’ll be lazing around, too lazy to even wake up to go for any classes, and it sort of depresses me
Addiction 3:
I need my weekly entertainment of hanging out with my dance friends on sat nite. I lose my sleep if I don’t go one week where ill be counting days to the next Sat and ill be imagining how it would be like when we go out next. Ya I know it’s crazy, but I really can’t stop myself.
And now, I’m so-so obsessed with ‘bejeweled’ that I can’t do anything at all, not even sleep! Without at least defeating my lowest score! Ish!!!
By Nisha
I’m in a real dilemma right now. The thing is I want to go back home so badly since the last time I went back was ages ago. I really do miss my home and my granny and my mommy and the most of all my papa (ok I know I sound like a kid). But I undoubtedly do long for them. So much so that even thinking about them brings me close to tears for missing them terribly.
The thing is I have either this Thursday to go back, and come back on Sunday morning, or go back on Sunday and come back on next Thursday. (Of course no matter what I’m coming back on Sunday for my dance class. No excuses!). Unfortunately, if I go back on Thursday, then ill miss my sat class (one of my fav classes), and if I go back on Sunday, ill miss my Monday and Tuesday’s class (I seriously would prefer to miss that).
Sadly, my darn Mon class is taught by the ‘Hitler’ who will never leave any student who is absent alone, so now I really am in a no-win situation with no choice at all but to go back on Thurs although I truly love my Sat class.. wuhuhhuhu.. What am I expected to do!! I want to go back!! I miss my Pattrick!!
By Nisha
The feeling of being in love is just amazing, but the feeling of being loved regardless of how ever you are is just mind-blowing-ly out of this world. And that’s, just exactly how I’m feeling right now :-)
By Nisha
Saw this Vids in Nad’s blog and this is like my ultimate dream~ to be a perfect contemporary dancer like her. Oh how I wish I can dance like this one day, and hopefully, by then my teacher will notice my existence :-)
By Nisha
Its quite funny these days where even though things are not exactly going the way it should be, I don’t really make it seem like a big deal; Unlike my previous experiences in similar situations where I would make such a big fuss and stink in that tight spot for a long-long time. Is it because I’ve finally seasoned to these ‘ball-game’, and couldn’t be bothered with these left-handed compliments I’ve been getting, or maybe because I’ve eaten too many bad apples, and apparently these apples have turned me into a mean, hard-nosed beast, I’ve got no idea.
But whatever it is, the changes is a blessing to me, coz I, for once (For sanity sake!), am sick and tired of judgment from others.
P/S~ a special thanks to Nads, Pinache, Mal, & Yal to make me realize what I’ve gained, and to Angkasa gang (nothing to do with this post at all)- I just love you guys a lot!!
