My So Called Best Friend
Do you have any idea at all how heart shatters when someone close to us stabs from behind? It's bad! Infect worse than a major 10 year old relationship break up! And that's exactly how I'm feeling right now! N that close person turns out to be one of my best friends!! I do realize that relationships just don't work for me since I don't know, maybe I've dated jerks, or I'm just not fit to be someone's gf but this particular fren of mine, so called supported me whenever I fell out of relationship, turned out to be the exact same person to tell my new crush as to how I so cant be anyone's gf since I just cant keep relationship! Now how badly destroyed can one get from that remark? I for sure just can't stop weeping on my way back (till I almost met into an accident), and am still far from bringing it to an end! I just don’t know why this happens to me! I've always put my best friends on par with my family and this is what I get back in return! Seriously, I just wish my friends would just spit out the truth to my face instead being double faced! And I badly hope no one else turns out to be like this. I Love you guys a lot, plz-plz don't hurt me like this.
