Grr...
Getting ready for college now days is such a dreadful thing to do. Although all these while I have been rising early for college, now days Ive got to wake up earlier, just to stare at my wardrobe for at least 15 mins to choose a suitable top. I might be having dozens of tops already but not all could be worn as my body mass is gaining at unwanted areas. In other word, FAT!! I am extremely angry at myself for to this reason and others as well. Nothing seems to be the way I wanted it to be. Early this semester I did a timetable for myself, which includes my working out time, food to eat, what to study on what day, and when to watch TV!! Now everything seems to be disorganized. The only 'work out' I do is straining my eyes watching late night shows and munching away!! Gosh!! What on earth happened to the disciplined Nisha!! (when was I ever one??)
