tOo LaTe tO b CoNfUsEd!!
Sitting down in the chemistry lab made me wonder what the hell was i doing there. Its not like i've entered the wrong class or something..its more like the wrong course!!isn't this what ive always wanted? isn't this what ive dreamt all my life? then why the hell am i so unhappy? why am i so confused??
Ever since i was a kid ive always wanted to b in a proffession than involves helping ppl. obviously at tht point of time pharmacy wasnt my priority. medicine was more like it. I tried my best to get into medic school and when the time came for me to decide, i backed out. All of the sudden i felt like being a pharmacist as it has better future here in Malaysia. And so..here i am!!
But at this point of time, i seriously feel like ive made a wrong decission. Is this proffession really for me? Is this 8-5 job really suitable for me? Because of this proffession for over the past 3 semesters ive sa
crificed so many things in life. Quality time with family, my beauty sleep, money, time and not forgeting..how to socialize!!Is it really worth it?Sometimes i wonder why did i even chose this profession at the first place. is it really to help people? or is it for the fame and money? i never could figure tht out..at least not until now.. well..i guess thts life..ive choosed this path..i guess i just have to go with it..some how im sure there is something really worth the pain and time waiting for me at the end of the journey..i really do hope so..
